“I think I’m ready for something new?”

Recently, I have been interviewing for jobs, in different locations, for different companies and for different roles. I’m quite lucky as I’ve got a joint degree in both Marketing and Events, experience in customer service and doing administrative work. I got a call offering me a job a whilst ago. Before you think this is an announcement that I got a job, sadly it isn’t as it didn’t go through. I think I made the right decision. How do you know when something is right for you? Do you know if you’ll be ready? When the job got accepted to me, I was a bit thankful that someone finally wanted to take a chance with me. Inside of me I wasn’t excited as I normally get about things around me. I felt troubled and kept bouncing if I wanted to accept the job or not. When emails got sent from either end, I realised that the role wasn’t for me. The location was as it was somewhere new. It’s got me wondering whether or not I’m ready for something new? I think I am. I’m ready to have the drive of a job, I’m ready to get up in the mornings, to meet new people and work with them and to explore and experience new things around me. I’m lucky as I have a family who support me who want to see me do well and see me be happy. Battling Fibromyalgia and depression has really got me down, unsteady on my feet, not feeling right and if truth be told more sensitive. I know what I need to do to cope. I’m ready to create a life for myself, to make new friends and to get back to the way I was before. So how do you know when you’re ready… well the answer to this question lies with Meister Eckhart a German philosopher and mystic.

And suddenly you know: It’s time to start something new and trust the magic of beginnings – Meister Eckhart.

As a believer in the magic of beginnings, once upon a times, tales as old as times and happily ever afters. I think I’m ready for the magic of beginnings to happen and for this Charlotte to start something new….

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