Struggling at life…

You may have realised that I haven’t been posting as frequently lately. Truth be told I am struggling at life.

I can’t be the only one whom struggling out there?

Am I?…..

I’m struggling to not judge my life compared to others around me.  To not think why am i not married, in a relationship or have a successful job.

If truth to be told I think this has come due to turning the grand old age of 31. Seeing others my age or younger having things I know I want one day. I have to remember I have done things others might not have.

Got two major education qualifications, had real life experience, battled a condition and coming through other end (even if I’m at the start of my tunnel to see the light). I know I have to remind myself of this. But it’s hard. I need to remember that it will come. To remember it is what it is. It’s not going to happen overnight. I have to take it day by day and if I achieve my daily goals I’m doing okay.

Daily goals:

  • I am alive
  • I am breathing
  • I have a roof over my head which is now me to do
  • I have the love of family around me (well nephews)
  • I have the love of friends around me
  • I have food (even if they’re scraps) in the kitchen
  • I have got out of bed today
  • I have taken my medication
  • I am beating most people with my condition holding down a joy

Anything else is extra and gains me brownie points……

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